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[Apr. 16th, 2004|02:46 pm] |
new lj. about time.
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[Apr. 16th, 2004|01:24 am] |
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Oh yeah. My dad picked me up from school today and I went to his 45 year-old hippy-friend's house and jammed with him. It was funny because I sort of schooled him. I taught him Needle and the Damage Done because he wanted to learn some Neil Young beyond Powderfinger. He's one of those 3 chords wonders that can take a G a C and a D and make them sound beautiful. My dad and he and I debated about whether or not Pink was suited to play Janis in the movies (which she so ISN'T) and art and photography and how to make maple syrup. |
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| Long time past |
[Apr. 16th, 2004|12:55 am] |
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| | Bob Marley-No Woman No Cry | ] |
Holy fuck it's been eons since I last updated. Okay shit what happened to me since last time?
Went to Rome.
Went to Athens.
And everywhere in between.
Italian men are beautiful. I think I want to marry one of those. They're very horny though, and assume all blondes are Americans. I'm going to have to write so much more about my trip later, especially Rome. Trip. Tripped. Okay, anyone who is reading my journal right now: you'd love it there. If you've followed the wierd paths into my journal you have follow the one to Rome. It was just like finding some piece of yourself you always knew was missing but never bothered looking for because you figured you couldn't find it here. Yeah, I'll have to talk more later. Because I'm mellowing at Amber's now, just watched kill Bill which was fucking groovy. I was I felt like writing more, I have so much to tell you. I think I have alot to say but when I try and translate it's nothing. I'll try later. |
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| higain |
[Mar. 23rd, 2004|10:13 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
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| | The Cardigans-Love Fool | ] |
Kissing someone's neck is funny. I don't mean 'wee hickey-make-out' sort of way, I just mean some men from uhm, east asia I think do it alot as a custom. Theyre just like "yo whats up *kiss neck*". Everyone should do it more. I'd like alot of people more than they deserved if they did that.
holy shit I'll be in Rome in 4 days. |
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| ohohohokaahaha |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|09:35 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Led Zeppelin-We're Gunna Groove | ] |
Led Zeppelin
1. Are you male or female?:
Sunshine Woman
2. Describe yourself:
Fool in the Rain
3. How do some people feel about you?:
Dazed and Confused
4. How do you feel about yourself?:
Hey Hey What Can I Do
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest:
Love Me Like a Hurricane
6. Where would you rather be?:
Over the hills and far away
7. Describe what you want to be:
What Is and What Should Never Be
8. Describe how you live:
Rock and Roll
9. Describe how you love:
Wearing and Tearing
10. Share a few words of wisdom:
Your Time Is Gonna Come |
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[Mar. 11th, 2004|06:35 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | Ides of March-Vehicle | ] |
My hands are so tired. I don't really know how I got involved with all these things. It should be over soon though. Hope. |
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| whatsinaname |
[Mar. 9th, 2004|09:38 pm] |
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| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Neil Young-Cowgirl in the Sand | ] |
Okay this tells me things I know already.I'm determined, opinionated, and need to develop self-love. It's all very true. Except I'm not that sure how much my family really means to me. Like, it's not the CENTER of my life. But I'm so lacking in confidence. Man what a problem I am. today Lyndon asks me what I do for fun. What do i do for fun? nothing he'd understand, nothing he could lower himself to begin comprehending the slight possibility of it being amusing. So I dance around actually answering for a while, and then I'm just like NOTHING. I do NOTHING, you fuck. get. out. of. my. face. jerk. The minute someone acts surperior to me I in.tro.ver.t. blasted in the face with unecessary shame and embarassment? I always want to be open and my extroverted self that my soul is but when mean, cruel people show up I turn into a complete shut-in. Everybody's going out and havin fun, I'm a fool for stayin home and havin none. But thats me, I like that. It lets me keep distance from lame people.
Jaymi, Margo, where did you guys get those adorable icons?
Laura:
You are fair-minded sometimes to the point of being opinionated. You have a strong need to be loved and appreciated. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You have a need to be up front.
Dale:
Your world, good or bad, revolves around your family. You are determined and loyal, and your word is your bond. You have a need to be up front. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You can be quite inventive and quite curious.
Clark:
You are a quick study, and can be self-taught. Your curiosity can get the best of you, but you must learn to concentrate. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You have a need to be up front. You have a lack of confidence in your mental abilities and do not like being forced into giving your opinion. You have good recuperative abilities. You are determined.
:: I AM : curious to figure out my personal potential on artistic, musical and social plains in the future, bored with the education system, half-lost in the tantilizing cerebral marriages of Dionysian and Appolonian musical madness, coming together in an undescribable confusion of colour space and time in the visual sectors of my mind and then falling apart again.
:: I WANT : the ability to make an ass of myself more readily, give quicker responses instead of spacey laughing or incoherent mumbles.
:: I HAVE : a horrible habit of self-preservation, low self-esteem. a gift of knowing people I've never met.
:: I WISH : people were just like... together.
:: I HATE : that unsatisfiable lust for the future.
:: I MISS : freedom
:: I FEAR : Being attacked from behind, behind defied, cars.
:: I HEAR : A cats tounge suctioning away from it's palette as it yawns, revealing tiny white pincers.
:: I SEARCH : everything I see for something beyond itself.
:: I WONDER : alot.
:: I REGRET : the fact that people regret, somehow people are made to regret, they do bad things, or are close to the wrong people. No one should be in a situation of regret.
:: I LOVE : so many things.
:: I ACHE : inside. constantly. It's getting beter though, medication helps. Its still a bit of a pain. I don't think it'll ever go away. Die stomach die. It's funny when I go to sleep I hearing the rumbling, I never have deep sleeps. i dream so much I think because of my stomach keeping me awake.
:: I ALWAYS : become dispassionate at the worst times. Look at people and know exactly what they're thinking.
:: I AM NOT : weak.
:: I DANCE : only when I'm alone.
:: I SING : Everything, all the time, badly. I love to sing.
:: I CRY : rarely. I cry the most when I'm missing things that never even happened to me. I get really sad when I think about all the things I missed or all the things I'm going to miss afer I'm gone. Or maybe I'm crying because I actually DO remeber this stuff and I lived it in a past life and I was so passionate about it then it still effects me. And maybe I get sad because I can see the horrible and amazing things in the future and I just cant help it. Sometimes I read people too easily and I get sad because it's so obvious to me how they're feeling.
:: I AM NOT ALWAYS : The same towards the outer world. I have swings, like I said. you can tell, really, how I feel about my environment by how Im acting. If 'm being loud or funny, I like where I am. If I feel uncomfortable or upset, I'm quiet.
:: I WRITE : infrequently, unfortuately.
:: I WIN : yes. yes I do.
:: I LOSE : the words of other people. Most of the time, words are so lost on me. I'm not listening.
:: I CONFUSE : Everyone form time to time.
:: I NEED : sleep. |
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| more time, more time to think, more wine, more wine to drink |
[Feb. 21st, 2004|11:55 pm] |
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| | loved | ] |
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| | The Beatles-Two of Us | ] |
 John Bonham, looking greatly sexable, Creepy John Paul Jones sinking deeper into the armchair, subtly groping Robert's supple bottom?
The Rolling Stone's Archive keeps me wonderfully amused.
Mao is doing wonderfully. She's so adorable. <3 New cat.
*love*
Amy's B-day today. 17!!! Oh, we're so old. Went to see Monster, which was really good, disturbing. Amy! <3
This song reminds me of Hot sun. Hot sun and hot pavement on the black road on Bare feet. So hot you're sweating behind your kness, but you just wipe it away and tie your hair in a knot to keep it off your sweaty neck and you keep walking on the hot road to get to the beach. And everyone looks so exotic with summer skin and sunkissed hair. |
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| stomachoffraility |
[Feb. 17th, 2004|06:56 pm] |
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| |  okay | ] |
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| | Peter Paul and Mary-Don't Think Twice it's All Right | ] |
Today was a nauseous day. Exceptionally. So I'm at home now instead of guitar. I want my artbook. the one night I don't have homework and don't have my sketchbook either. and tommorrow I'll have loads to do and coffee house is tommorrow and I'll be very angry. I have a billion dedications at school right now but at least they're all art related. Psychdelic art, Faerie art, other art. Uhm, that's all for now. I'll probably find something else to say. later. |
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[Feb. 16th, 2004|07:27 pm] |
Okay I went on a wonderful photo search and I found these:
And this is me narrowing down my favourites. Sorry if you guys hate looking at pictures of Neil Young or something. ;) Now I can't wait to be able to wear my old patchy jeans again in the summer. Too many hole in them for winter but in the summer, it doesn't matter so much. But they're probably way too big now, I'll see if I can like, alter them or something. Why can't your clothes lose weight with you? |
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| Lovethisman'slips |
[Feb. 16th, 2004|05:42 pm] |
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| | Nirvana-The Man who sold the world | ] |
Um um um um. My workload is like <------------------THIS-------------------->
right now.
I can handle it.
Tonight is for sketchbooks, a shower and some guitar playing.
Valentine's day was funny and fun and made me forget it was Valentine's day. <3 Thanks to Denise and Margo and Jaymi for that one. And Lucas I guess too, he was there :). If I remember correctly, I don't really remember much , but I'm pretty sure he was there. Jaymi's room is amazing. Jaymi, your room is amazing.
My house is coooold.
I can't wait until Coffee house wednesday. :) |
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| Memoryday |
[Feb. 11th, 2004|07:22 pm] |
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| | Greenday-Walking Contradiction. | ] |
Uuhm, die pop-ups, die! *stab stab stab*
You know, I feel bad about my sketchbook. I hate it. I can't write in it, I just repeat myself with pointless crap over and over again and I'm scared that Mr. Zimmerman will think I'm an idiot and laugh at me when I hand it in. I want to stab that too. Why do I always feel like stabbing things that frustrate me. There are too many stabbable people to list riht now. It doesnt have to be a knife, just a pointed object to push into the fleshy pages of my sketchbook. The pen is mightier than the sword? I;m just dreadin gthe day when I get my sketchbook back in theres a neat little red marking on every 5th page that reads "interesting."
So I say to Renay I type randomly: "gfrvrtcsex". gfrvrtcsex. Ya Valentines day coming up anyone?
Went and did Leaf presentations with Su at River Heights today. It's so tiny, the kids are so tiny. Saw my old math teacher and she was like, checking me out and said "You lost alot of wieght! you look good!" Awkward. Yeah I was a fat loser in Junior High. Give me a break.
Speaking of which sat on Stafford all of last period and Miguel was sitting across from me. Oh that kid. He used to think I was goth in Junior High? and in gr.9 he says "you know Laura, you're not as goth as I thought you were." Haha hes priceless. And when the door opened his little fluffy hair blew and his burntout face sorta twitched in the cold. And we talked about nipple peircings and mushrooms. Jeff B. Still reminds me of Kurt Cobain and thats hot. Cadence was there too and I was reminded of why I didn't think she was so bad.
I'm super excited about the fashion show. Martha's making me a frilly dress. <3 |
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| They are here, Page, Bonham. Mr. Robert Plant... THEY are here. |
[Feb. 9th, 2004|08:11 pm] |
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| | Lou Reed-Walk on the Wild Side | ] |
Watching Almost Famous in a minute. It seems I've used up all my friend's tolerance for this movie. everyone else is sick of it and I could just watch it forever. It's going to be nice because I'm just going to work in my sketchbook and watch it. All by myself. Hurah.
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[Feb. 8th, 2004|09:32 pm] |
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[Feb. 8th, 2004|09:07 pm] |
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| | irritated | ] |
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| | Outkast-I love the way you move. | ] |
Woooah, haven't uploaded for a while.
My lj is in serious need of a makeover.
Makeover makeover.... lala, you know.
Uuhm, okay Friday was wicked-cool. Spent night with Denise and Amber at the lovely Denise's house. We went to Tim's and got a cherry pie and tried to woo three young and vulnerable young men into our clutches by toying with the cherries. But Alas, no luck. Watched waking life which is a really beautiful experience. Had a wierd sleep full of half dreams.
I had a cool dream the other night about Ben Cook singing Hey Ya like Neil Young. Yeah that one was nice. And I had one last night that I was packing to go on Survivor and they wouldn't let me take my Cds.
And then I had a dream that I drove into this dead forest with Renay and Denise and Amber and I sat in a shack behind some house by myself while they went into the house. I sat there and put together this really beautiful picture album and like, poured all of my memories into it and then I left to find them They were in the basement of this house playing a videogame (on an SNES, and the videogame was one I always play in my dreams, its about a knight who fights like a ninja and shoots lasers out of his sword) and I told them to come see this amazing book I made. So we left to go back to the shack and there was a giant troll in front and I was like "naw he wont hurt us" and we went forward but he squished one of us (I cant remember who, I think it was amber?) and then we turned to run back into the house and it was on fire. I broke down crying because all my memories were in the book and now it was destroyed.
But anyways, I spent saterday playing in my sketchbook and STILL hating it, and playing alot and alot and alot of guitar. I also wasted a few hours playing the Sims.
Today was art class, very interesting. I kept not doing what the teacher was telling me to do just because I had ideas that I wanted to cpature. I hope she didn't mind. Then Su came over and we did, guess what? Played the Sims. Eehahah. Now school returns tommorrow. :S
ugh the Grammys are pathetic. eXcept for this Funk section. This Robert Randolph is one funky cat.
Edit/ps: FUCK that was boring. |
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[Feb. 4th, 2004|07:59 pm] |
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| | aaah will I get it all done? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Guns N' Roses-Patience | ] |
Damn straight. I'm a thug, yo. :P The rest... hm...
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[Feb. 3rd, 2004|09:33 pm] |
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| | silly | ] |
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| | Tim Curry as The Devil.. turns me on? | ] |
Watching Legend. Loving it.
I'm getting into school now. I've transferred a few classes now so I'm with friends and that's overall more stimulating. I little worried at the fact that I can too easily forsee that stupid slump coming back though, but I'm more optimistic because I know it's going to be getting nicer out in a matter of weeks. But I have to go to the doctor thursday and I'm worried because I now I'll have to descibe how I've been feeling the past few weeks and thats a pain :S.
Was sandwhiched between two boys of fancy today. Funness.
Dear Boys,
Wear tight pants.
Love, Laura, Margo, and all other girls of sensible minds.
That. Is. All. |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2004|06:17 pm] |
my mom says she had a dream last night about the guitarist chick from Hole and her sister fighting.
... I am borne of wierdos. therefore I am. |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2004|04:17 pm] |
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| | hot as bones | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ac/Dc - TNT | ] |
For anyone who may have missed this :
http://img18.photobucket.com/albums/v54/xfarpastgonex/will_jack2.gif
Bless you Kristel :)
First day of school. Interesting, stressful, aggravating, nice. There was a wierd reentry of several people into my life today. MR.SW is back... Su you know who. psyced for Art&Design, and Mr.Lebar seems like a really cool english teacher, but there's a bunch of pug-fuglies in my class :S Denise and Matt will counter their lameness though. History class was just pathetic though. My teacher is some ex elementary gym teacher who handed out a questionaire asking things like "what is your favourite outdoor sport?" and "if you were an animal what animal would you be and why?". I miss amy.
Margo sent me on an Ac/Dc kick. Inadvertantly? Perhaps. Or maybe shes out to turn the world back into a bunch of rockers. I hope so. |
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[Jan. 31st, 2004|09:49 pm] |
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| | Led Zeppelin-D'yer Maker | ] |
Yeah any other Saturday I would be so mad that I'm home right now. But I had such a fucking good last couple of days. Last night I hung with the Matt man for a while and we nerded it up like only we can. Then I waltzed down to Delia's and enjoyed myself thanks to the awsomeness of friends and some Red Bull. Walking home was really really freaky though. I'm such a wuss. Today woke up and coraled the ladies (su denise and amber <3) and we went down to ragpickers for the sale. Omg I walked out with so many new clothes it was so fun. Then we went to the Art gallery for some free culture and swung by osbourne. Then came to my house and sat and rifled through clothes and talked about people and ordered Kai Ping and it was such a fun day.
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